Monday, November 26, 2012

Back from Cuba

Got back on Thanksgiving Day in time to spend the holiday with my family. This time I went for 3 weeks, the longest I have ever gone and I really did not want to come back.

I come home to find my son in jail on a violation of probation with no bond. The same lover... The addiction he cant seem to be able to control any longer. He has never spent time in jail.

I thank God he is there. Id rather visit him in jail than in a cemetery. I put him in Gods hands a long time ago.

But oh my Lord what it does to your soul to see your child in handcuffs.

I have absolute love for and faith in my God. But seeing my son like that I would make a deal with the devil to trade places with him.

All I can do is be there for him with a love that is intense and unconditional.

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  1. My dear Elena, as I read this post my heart is broken for you and for your beloved Charlie. I am so sorry. Your God and Father in Heaven is big enough to help him one way or the other. Just remember that He loves Charlie more than you do. Keep praying and trusting in the Lord your God. I will pray for Charlie. I love you my friend.

  2. I'm thinking of you every day, Elena.